woke up really early today
it was raining a little
felt really restless
a panic of sorts
fretting about little useless things
started to systematically chew my nails

started the painful process
of shredding old photos
looked at some of the pictures
and thought about the girl
in the picture
they all went down the
shredder
maybe its better not
to remember anything
if only life could be put through the shredder
perhaps i would feel less restless